SOOOO
Dont think ive mentioned it or not but….. last thursday i got a phone call and basically i was informed that i was chosen by the department chair as one of the top students in my field at FIDM and i need to attend a workshop so i can finely tune my porfolio and stuff. Top companies are going to be looking at my stuff constantly so it needs to be purrrrfect. :3 i am shitting bricks/excited.
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I miss that pillow talkin stage.
Stayin up all night talking to that someone. Asking that what are you doing question every five minutes. Just hearin the other person breathe when it’s quiet. Playing 21 questions & sharing secrets. Ah, i miss that.
And even when you know you’re tired as hell, but you don’t want to get off the phone so you fall asleep hoping the other one falls asleep too — are you tired? do you want me to let you go? just lemme know & they reply nooo it’s okay, i’m not tired, but you can hear it in their voice. Haha. Oh & especially when the word baby comes into play & you just automatically get those butterflies in your tummy when they call you that.
Hmm. I honestly think that’s the best part of a relationship ever — the start. Because you’re happy as fuck. There’s no fighting, just flat out happiness.
*sigh. I wish every relationship stayed like that. But fuck, they can’t. You can try, but you know things will change. Afterall, they’re all stages.
.. i’m in need of that stage right nooow =\
brings back lots of memories…
*old post. someone asked what was “pillow talking” — this is my definition of it.
gahdamn…that was on point.
i just felt my heart thump
Remember this from Drama class?
There is a vitality, a life force, a quickening that is translated into action, and because there is only one of you in all time, this expression is unique. If you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is; nor how valuable it is; nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours, clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You do not have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep open and aware directly to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open. No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction; a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others.
